Day of no return

Day of no return
It had to come, it had to come soon
The time machine pulled it earlier than expected
The eyes, the pain it showed and reflected.

The sickening feeling gnawing into me
The sudden shockwaves hitting me again n again.
As i switch non stop from heal to pain,
The tears just won’t stop flowing freely

Day of no return,
With every second i go insane
I tried to die the last death from you,
But a whiff of life still breathed through.

Day of no return,
The panic and I frantically search for a stop button
The wish to sleep endlessly,
The flashes that i would avoid seeing continuously

No destination left, where to I run
In the dark the earth keeps me alive,
Without the hand that held me,
Without the words that made me survive.
For the better I should move on,
A long distance runner trudging towards,
The day of no return..... L L L