Day of no return

Day of no return
It had to come, it had to come soon
The time machine pulled it earlier than expected
The eyes, the pain it showed and reflected.

The sickening feeling gnawing into me
The sudden shockwaves hitting me again n again.
As i switch non stop from heal to pain,
The tears just won’t stop flowing freely

Day of no return,
With every second i go insane
I tried to die the last death from you,
But a whiff of life still breathed through.

Day of no return,
The panic and I frantically search for a stop button
The wish to sleep endlessly,
The flashes that i would avoid seeing continuously

No destination left, where to I run
In the dark the earth keeps me alive,
Without the hand that held me,
Without the words that made me survive.
For the better I should move on,
A long distance runner trudging towards,
The day of no return..... L L L

Black and Grey

In these dark strokes of loneliness,
I try to sketch the desperate story of hope.
Constantly erasing the ever spreading lead of imperfect past,
I hold on to the shades of love,
Repeated & Overlapped lines to make them forever last.

In these shades of black and grey,
Change in the so called surrounding Illusions,
Threatens to annihilate the colors of happiness
With its silent yet intense death foray.

Beneath the dark lines of bright lights and glory,
Shows the sickening state of dementia,
And incomplete cries of the characters so sorry.
Ignored sometimes by the art of perfect hope,
Left as it is to be displayed,
For the ravenous world.

The shades of Black and grey,
The times when we laughed and prayed.
The colors were so bright, it blinded my way.
Not completely though, but I tried to erase.

With a canvas full of tears and inconsolable pain.
Hanging between the nails of sane and insane.
Constant exhibits of the times spent in vain,
Tears would just flow, and i want to be back again.
Cause I am bleeding with,
The shades of Black and Grey...