Dreams…of Reality

Through the dark I can see myself, rapid movement’s fright.

The mind so blind, I can’t possess a last ray of light.

In my soul I feel as if, I am burning within.

Unto death still I live through, endless hate stricken

Knocking on doors the only question,

Why we live to die?

Loneliness I sleep with it, together we shall strive.

Sing the prayer, the pain will numb you.

The needle is bound to say.

Life will flash before my eyes till it burns away.

What I see is the endless white; I feel I am going blind.

Sin I feel will conquer this world, with the reaper behind.

In my dreams reality is what I see.

Is it a mystery?

In my words I feel much stronger,

Will it be my destiny?

Selfishness my every blood,

The world takes all away.

But life ain’t easy, countless minds they slay.

I have seen my dreams fade.

Never live with my obsessions, mind is an endless grey.

Flash before my eyes, I see the faded flame.

Just leave me alone

Dreams of reality, alone I will face…

Creature of the Night

Entered and I could see,

Tired but still filled with glee.

Friends wave goodbye,

And I seem to wonder why,

Things changed so much,

And people don’t greet you anymore with a HI

Going back to where they came from,

I just seem to forget them,

Empty chairs and ghostly silence, enough to hear the loud myself.

The click of the mouse, scrawny fingers behold the keyboard helm

The self shadow from the monitor lights.

In between naps to hanging eyes.

Drunk with tea and stuffed with maggi,

Still I work and still I sleep.

Life of a creep while the whole world dreams

5.30 am, the life trickles in,

As we throng outside the tea/coffee inn

The sky is as dark as before

The morning freshness and the sun is still far for sure.

Freedom of sorts while I leave for the “day”

No goodbye crowds to greet me n say

For I am upside down, from the world’s ways.

Creature of the night,

Haunted will I stay…

B'day song 4 HER

A Special day it will remain as ever,

On you forever, the angel’s blessings they shower.

Ordinary day it may sound for others,

For me it’s as unique as you,

An occasion for me, it may be now or never.

I wish your happiness climb mountains,

And not tread the road few.

If it was not for this day,

Searching amongst millions,

I wouldn’t have found another you.

1000 miles apart,

The only wish contained.

Just spend a moment of joy with you on this day,

And cherish the memory which remains.

It’s your b’day,

The heavens shall rock all night.

Because an Angel’s light,

On thee it will forever shine.

My words it may fade or shine bright.

But I wish you friend,

A very happy birthday

All the Time

All the time i see u in my dreams,
All the while i am unable to sleep,
All those years we spent since we met,
All those wonderful memories still I can’t forget…
All the sorrows we shared to weep,
All those promises we made to keep,
All the joys we laughed and shared,
Been with each other just to be cared...
Now we are so far away...
Seems like my life has forever changed.....
Without u my mind is in total disarray.....
Just missing you at the end of the day...
We are so far but still so near,
Having u as my friend i have nothing to fear,
Just a little fear lurking in my heart,
That your memories in my mind just won’t fade apart...
But the friendship is a bond too hard to be broken,
and the memories too hard to be forgotten....
Come what may, I will always be with u...
‘Cause friends like you in this world are very very few......

The Prisoner

There lies the Prisoner unkempt n decayed,
A myth surrounds him, that of empty minded and frayed,
The dark ghouls of hostility provoke him for actions untold,
Self depreciate or die in an unholy battle to reclaim his kingdom,
Fools don't know what he is upto,
Oblivious of the fact and the raging storm in his mind..
A shell of boredom and emptiness as a decoy to his tormentors within it,
A vast architecture of the battle that would begin,
The fortress that would be captured again,
A new light vanquishing the darkness,

The Prisoner smiles quietly,
For he knows what's in store for his captors,
For he knows he would be free again,
From the fragments of darkness, and the ghouls of miseries,
The Prisoner exults silently,
As he plans his Escape!